Its been long time I heard good things about me and especially related to my career.
I had an interview previous day and the interviewer came in and the first thing he said to me was " Your resume is very impressive especially your academic qualification" For a second I was overwhelmed and kinda choked. After having struggled for 5 years after my MCA (although have worked for 3 years but nothing relevant) if someone understands and appreciated what you have done. He also mentioned "CV dekh k lagta h aap ne bahot mehnat ki" and those words were acting as a soothing balm on my pain and struggle. The insecurities i have been feeling being married to the wrong person(my biggest fears have come true but i kno my bade papa and my badi maa will save me) They know the best for me but my happiness doesn't lie here. My academics and education is the only thing I own now.. It is mine.. it is my confidence,my love ,my self respect.
ALthough not okay... but i promise I would be okay one day when I make my parents proud of me.. when i make my bade papa badi maa proud of me and that they gave me this beautiful life. I treasure each and every moment here even my tough times here. All i am is grateful for this... bade papa the sky is crying today because i do think it is witnessing the struggles of your daughter not just professionally but personally too. And the universe wants to give it back to me. Please keep your hand on me and give your blessings. I shall pass this too. I will make you proud one day....!!!!
I had an interview previous day and the interviewer came in and the first thing he said to me was " Your resume is very impressive especially your academic qualification" For a second I was overwhelmed and kinda choked. After having struggled for 5 years after my MCA (although have worked for 3 years but nothing relevant) if someone understands and appreciated what you have done. He also mentioned "CV dekh k lagta h aap ne bahot mehnat ki" and those words were acting as a soothing balm on my pain and struggle. The insecurities i have been feeling being married to the wrong person(my biggest fears have come true but i kno my bade papa and my badi maa will save me) They know the best for me but my happiness doesn't lie here. My academics and education is the only thing I own now.. It is mine.. it is my confidence,my love ,my self respect.
ALthough not okay... but i promise I would be okay one day when I make my parents proud of me.. when i make my bade papa badi maa proud of me and that they gave me this beautiful life. I treasure each and every moment here even my tough times here. All i am is grateful for this... bade papa the sky is crying today because i do think it is witnessing the struggles of your daughter not just professionally but personally too. And the universe wants to give it back to me. Please keep your hand on me and give your blessings. I shall pass this too. I will make you proud one day....!!!!
posted by Mona @ 10:27
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