I feel anguished!!! I feel pain !! Did i deserve it bade papa badi maa. I was disrespected, humiliated and thrown out of my husband' house. Do i really deserve this. When i got to thinking i realised how much pain and suffering i am hiding and not grieving about. I am your daughter and is it because of that ,that i am suppose to go through these difficult times. I came home and he didn't bother to know anything about me. He broke the relationship. He broke almost everything we shared. He needed an excuse which he got and he betrayed me the most. I trusted him , I trusted him so much to have made him meet you. With the kind of person he is and the lifestyle he led,this was never a possibility . Badi maa i came to you to seek your blessings. And was this really my blessing. I feel ashamed of my choice, i feel ridiculed to have chosen him. I hate him so much. But now i see no way further. I do not see hope in my personal life. Its all dark and did i really deserve it. Why is it that everything comes to me so difficult. I am the last one to get placed financially in my batch and to land up a job, to get financially independent. And same is happening in my personal life too. I have been disappointed in everything and its really depressing me. God I need some motivation to get up and fight back. Please give me hope. Pls help me in my personal life. Please save me........