Planning 2022

 NUS MBA: Application deadline 27 jan 2021

ISB MBA deadline 10 Jan 2021

ISB FPM 8 Feb 2021

NUS PHD : 15 Dec 2021

Is my job making me more dumb

 Coming to my job and experience I am having in corporate env, it seems my job is making me keep away from my own self. I had strength of high emotional intelligence, being a fast critical thinker coming up with quick workarounds but now it is making me mechanically operational. Your corporate env decides what you turn out to be. Being in an appreciated and strengthening env, you grow and nurture but being in a toxic work place of being undervalued, you start losing the core of yourself. Your confidence hits new bottom hole. Check for your inner abilities, believe you can change the situation around you and you will. One of the drastic changes happened in my life and I did not blame the person responsible for it so these petty things won't make me play blame games on anyone. My focus has always been me and I will use to always to go ahead.  And yes for this my God has always been there. I don't say I have too much support as of now and its hard to maintain your belief on yourself when nobody around you believes in you. It's hard but don't give up. One day this is all going to worth it.

My weaknesses 2021

 1. My communication - 

Action items / Workarounds: more elaborate, understandable and easy to comprehend

2. My trusting nature: Trust on people easily. 

Workaround: Have patience and take time with relations. Actions speak louder than words

3. Toxic friends:

Workarounds: Reduce dependency. Reduce communication daily. Be in touch with people who make you grow mentally and emotionally. Try being smart.

4.Emotional fool: 

Workarounds: Be intelligent. Work on your knowledge. Read. Gain knowledge and progress.

5. Money:

Workarounds: Work very hard for your goals. Save your money meaning saving your family. Focus on savings and investing

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BUCKET LIST

• Climb a mountain !!!
• Meet Ravindra Sir . :)
• Own a elephant
• Traveling around the world (Dubai,switzerland,singapore)
• Visit Malaysian zoo and meet panda
• Dubai dolhpin pool

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Motivation to Self-part2

This post is especially when I might feel upset in the future and try to resort to the people I am surrounded with. This might be a low time but its not the time to get vulnerable in front of people who are just there for their motive. This world has come to a place where a dog eats dog so instead of expecting help from others, try to be your sole friend , guide and mentor. There have been many people in your life but still you have not met someone whom you can see as an inspiration. So you got to keep reminding yourself that your dreams will never leave your way and will always stand by you. Today you are in dilemma of making some important decisions. But understand trust yourself first and then GOD. You believed in Karma and suffered a lot but now its a clean conscious. So put in your best for these 6 months. It can lead to your dream place where you don't need to be  only a chosen women in someone' life. And most importantly you will be making your papa proud who has supported you throughout in your life decisions and never questioned your choices. This is a plunge you take with full efforts and then leave everything to God to evaluate.

After seeing so much till i reached my 28, i strongly got a belief in the luck but still I want to believe my own version of it. I still feel I can defy luck with my hard work and I will but please let the patience be with you for a consistent performance..

Some steps:

Major step is to fight anxiety and fear. Don't get de-motivated. This is the worse thing you can do is to get tensed. Please fight with that. Watch some light heart comedy shows or read some good books for motivation.

Don't let anyone tel you that this path is not for you. Only your parents have the authority to question your choices. If they don't then no one else should. Don't give anyone that much importance to comment on your choices ever in life. It's your decision and only you are going to face the circumstances of it ( to an extent your family). Everyone else leaves at their convenience.

Believe you can do it. Because if you don't nobody is going to ave trust and confidence in you. You have to have a strong un-doubtful belief on yourself that you are going to attain the goals you've set for yourself.


Go get you sunshine !!!!!!!!!!!

I feel anguished!!! I feel pain !! Did i deserve it bade papa badi maa. I was disrespected, humiliated and thrown out of my husband' house. Do i really deserve this. When i got to thinking i realised how much pain and suffering i am hiding and not grieving about. I am your daughter and is it because of that ,that i am suppose to go through these difficult times. I came home and he didn't bother to know anything about me. He broke the relationship. He broke almost everything we shared. He needed an excuse which he got and he betrayed me the most. I trusted him , I trusted him so much to have made him meet you. With the kind of person he is and the lifestyle he led,this was never a possibility . Badi maa i came to you to seek your blessings. And was this really my blessing. I feel ashamed of my choice, i feel ridiculed to have chosen him. I hate him so much. But now i see no way further. I do not see hope in my personal life. Its all dark and did i really deserve it. Why is it that everything comes to me so difficult. I am the last one to get placed financially in my batch and to land up a job, to get financially independent. And same is happening in my personal life too. I have been disappointed in everything and its really depressing me. God I need some motivation to get up and fight back. Please give me hope. Pls help me in my personal life. Please save me........